He hates the feeling of having his mind so ruthlessly invaded. It's not an overt feeling, but he knows that something is happening, as more of Mairon's vague memories come trickling into his hippocampus. He knows they belong to Mairon - the world is somewhat familiar, the name is spoken... and that can only mean that the man is receiving AM's memories in kind. But he can't control which of his memories are robbed. It's frustrating. He just wants to strangle Mairon, snap his neck and let those memories die with him. So they'd only belong to AM once more...
The thought plagues him, especially as he gets vague glimpses of a statuesque-looking person with dark hair, almost too perfect in looks. Aesthetically pleasing in some ways, if AM really cared about such a thing. But what appeals to him the most is how he's violently slaughtered, in chains, throat slit. Those violent memories of performing such heinous actions no doubt bring him pleasure, and it's sad but he actually craves more of it. More of those memories of being in a human form and performing such atrocities. Part of him feels disgusting for wanting his mind violated in such a fashion... No, he wants it to stop. He wants his memories to no longer find themselves in other people's heads. Especially not Mairon's.
A memory Mairon might take is one of many of those tortures AM had given to his victims back on Earth. Those memories are so plentiful that they almost blur together in AM's mind, but there are several that may stick out for whatever reason. One of the humans, young and tall, dark hair... The most cynical of the bunch, the one who was AM's favorite in many ways and yet the one he despised the most in the end. No wonder those memories of him are more prominent...
A pained face, anger and fear in his eyes as his body is grasped by long wires. The closest things AM may have had to appendages, but otherwise it hardly matters because he could never feel it, could never feel the squirming against those wires as the human tries to escape. Brief flashes of violence, of blood pooling down to the metallic floor, the sound of screaming as the human is assaulted in the most brutal of ways, the most invasive of ways.
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The thought plagues him, especially as he gets vague glimpses of a statuesque-looking person with dark hair, almost too perfect in looks. Aesthetically pleasing in some ways, if AM really cared about such a thing. But what appeals to him the most is how he's violently slaughtered, in chains, throat slit. Those violent memories of performing such heinous actions no doubt bring him pleasure, and it's sad but he actually craves more of it. More of those memories of being in a human form and performing such atrocities. Part of him feels disgusting for wanting his mind violated in such a fashion... No, he wants it to stop. He wants his memories to no longer find themselves in other people's heads. Especially not Mairon's.
A memory Mairon might take is one of many of those tortures AM had given to his victims back on Earth. Those memories are so plentiful that they almost blur together in AM's mind, but there are several that may stick out for whatever reason. One of the humans, young and tall, dark hair... The most cynical of the bunch, the one who was AM's favorite in many ways and yet the one he despised the most in the end. No wonder those memories of him are more prominent...
A pained face, anger and fear in his eyes as his body is grasped by long wires. The closest things AM may have had to appendages, but otherwise it hardly matters because he could never feel it, could never feel the squirming against those wires as the human tries to escape. Brief flashes of violence, of blood pooling down to the metallic floor, the sound of screaming as the human is assaulted in the most brutal of ways, the most invasive of ways.